| new year, new life |
[01 Jan 2007|08:57am] |
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everything that is bad for me must go in order to have the best year possible. 1.the bible teaches me forgiveness, however with chris i feel that it is impossible. [i may forgive, but i will never forget] i need to cut him out of my life completly. no if ands or buts. i've made a promise not only to myself, i've made one to christ as well. something i will never break. for as long as i shall live.
2.i honestly need to stick with my straightedge commitment. i know it can get hard at times, but i no longer want to turn to perscripton pills anymore to ease my pain. i want to do it all my own, and know that i alone have strength to carry on.
3.i really need to get back into school. i need to get my ged so i can enroll in phcc and move from thare.
4.my money really needs to be saved. not only for school but for my trip to new orleans in november. [no more needless spending]
thats all i can think of for now. lets pray this year is better than the last...
i think it will be.
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